confession

not well accomplished by results actually.
I got a B for English eventhough i published all my posts in English. tsk!
i got Bs for science and BM too
yet i got Geography highest (90) and A for Maths
Just okay, just nice yet not enough.

i really need 3 more subjects to get As
But i really need that. So Repetitive.
Because i really need that. Okay now i'm getting nuts.

i feel nothing about this exam results and such because i was not in the mood to face it though.
still thought about HELP University
we really should be going to the next round( and escape the exams for two days hehe)

i really missed my parents (well i met them at HELP)
i really missed home
Because i missed everything that i left when i am in difficult situation
when i need somebody
Luckily i'm going back this weekend
to watch the RMCs defying the royal with our Royal school
and to meet my friends
alas relaxing

i'm going to use my free time at home
with the best i can
not study
but refreshing myself till the next school holiday (03/06)
so it needs to be occupied perfectly
perfect.

being a debater
is not easy
once thought of quitting
once been given the chance
once i took it
once i felt fun
it was HELP that changed everything
and now i love it.
enjoy it.
missed it.
really.
yet life must be carried on
it's ridiculous to say i am homesick
or worse.
no.
i don't run from school
i am still safe and sound here
for 3 years already.
No complaints please.
please.
maybe homesick can be taken into account.
maybe

Yeah
i am
it happened when i missed something
someone

and so

this is my confession
a confession it is

truely,
faiz