a 'D' for the first time...

1 March 2010

10.40(approximately)

Cikgu Azfa was ready to hand out the test paper that we've done last week. My name was the first to be called up. i was shaking as the worst is always the first. but not always. Hoping to get an 'A' for BM. When i saw the paper, i was... speechless. i can't believe what my eyes were seeing. 47% . yes. a 'D'. damn! My hope to gain straight A's for the easiest exam went down into the drain just like that. i failed already in this exam. i was sad but tried to be happy. yeah i tried. my eyes were almost plopped from the sockets seeing 0 for the pemahaman section. 14/20 for the ringkasan didn't give any optimistimistic view for me. it was a terrible feeling being the lowest among all. maybe the luck was not on my side as i never get 15/20 or below for the ringkasan or 9/10 and below for the pemahaman. first time. unfortunately the first time was at the exam. i once get 5 a's 2b's and 1 c. but this was worse. 1D. nevertheless i manged to cliched an A for both english and History. i got 85% and 95% respectively. the results that i really wanted. so my target then were changed from 8a's to 7a's 1D. yeah. a little bit awkward when you are in top 10 (hopefully) when you got 7a's and a 'D'.

yeah. i'll just have to accept the cold fact and fate. i should take this as a challenge to archieve straight a's for all the coming exams (especially pmr). keep on praying too.as the sayings go..learn from failures to success. yeah i know i can do it :D

p/s: thnx to ckgu suhaili for the history class. history becomes more fun when you are teaching. =)

-faiz-